‘RHOM’ star Alexia Nepola tearfully admits she feels ‘lost’ after husband Todd’s divorce filing

Alexia Nepola admitted that she feels “lost” after estranged husband Todd Nepola filed for divorce after three years of marriage.

“For the first week, for the first two weeks — actually, still today, it’s been three weeks, and I’m still going back in my head like, ‘What happened?’” the “Real Housewives of Miami” star, 56, tearfully said on iHeartMedia’s “Ay Por Favor” podcast Monday.

Alexia emphasized that she is a “positive person” and is trying to “think about all the beautiful times” with Todd, 51 — including her “beautiful trips” with the businessman — as she grieves the loss of their marriage. 

“And I don’t want to have any anger, but I understand that anger is also one of the grieving stations … oh, stages,” the Bravolebrity told co-host and castmate Marysol Patton. “Yeah. I don’t even know what I’m saying. Because I find myself lost.”

Todd filed for divorce from Alexia earlier this month. That same day, the self-proclaimed “Cuban Barbie” took to social media to address the split. 

“I am shocked and heartbroken that Todd has chosen to dissolve our marriage,” she wrote via her Instagram Story. “I will take comfort in the fact that my friends and family will be by my side supporting me during this difficult time.”

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Alexia has been leaning on her “RHOM” co-stars for support, she told fans at her first public appearance since news of the separation broke.

“That’s the beauty of our show,” she explained during a drag brunch at HK Hall in Manhattan’s Hell’s Kitchen.

“Even though we say things to each other that we don’t like, at the end of the day, when I need them, they’re there.”

She went on to say that fellow mojito holders Larsa Pippen and Julia Lemigova were among the first to reach out. 

“After my news broke out about two weeks ago, Larsa was one of the first ones to call me after Julia,” she said. “Everybody called me, texted me. They’re all there for me. They check up on me. Honestly, that’s what I love so much about our franchise.” 

“The Real Housewives of Miami” is available to stream on Peacock.