Jersey Shore’s Angelina Breaks Down as She Shares Her Heartbreak Over Miscarriage: ‘It Kills Me’

In a confessional, Angelina shared more details about why the loss came as such a brutal blow for her.

“I just really wanted a family so bad because I don’t have my own,” she said. “I can’t build a family with a family that’s broken. I have to build my own f***ing family.”

Wiping tears from her eyes, Angelina continued, “I wasn’t able to do that. So that’s what’s upsetting to me.” She concluded, “It just sucks, all this.”

Last month, a promotional clip teasing Thursday’s episode of Jersey Shore: Family Vacation revealed that Angelina has suffered a pregnancy loss.

“I woke up in the middle of the night,” she said in the short clip. “I’m actively miscarrying.”

Angelina revealed she was pregnant in the show’s May 14 episode, in which she was filmed showing Sammi “Sweetheart” Giancola a positive test.

“There’s no way that it just happened naturally. There’s no sperm donor now,” a shocked Angelina said at the time, referencing her fertility struggles, which have been a story line throughout the season.

Angelina further opened up about her surprise and excitement in a confessional during the episode.

“I did not think I was able to get pregnant, but, wow, I’m … pregnant,” she said. “This could be a great thing. This could be my fairy tale, my path, my baby.”